I haven't figured it out... Yet!

the holidays have passed and thank god, if there is one! letting too much crap into my bubble, this BS has been at its peak this time around and really dreadin the next one. but we got a whole year ahead of us? yeah of hell!
i haven't been posting, not that i was out of time... i'm always out of time... i was just in just a sickened mood, still am.. about whatever the f@#% that's going on (on a multilevel which i care not describe or explain atm) and how everyone just stands there and watches... no will to do anything, to fight for what's right, what's genuinely right... humanity, humility... simply non existent. We live in a fken society of consumer robots indebted to the eye-balls, fed genetically modified-the-f#@%-out foods, identityless but definitely ID'd, there's a complete loss of individualism, of creativity, of craftsmanship, of the slightest form of thought (PERIOD!)

ah whatever... who the hell cares, right ?

PS: here's an example of a total moron that fits the earlier description...
Check it out

watch the guy who says "i'll buy anything apple".....
at some point the vid, reporter says it took him 45 min to send a 3-4 line email....
the closing line is priceless

It's odd that when you break out of the shell and explore, listen, you find that you're not alone... that a population as a whole sinks in dark coldness and withdrawal as the barometer drops in the negative. How the lack of sun and warmth turns one into a mishaps magnet as the odds of having these multiply. But that's when it's so obvious, the presence of human vampires, not blood sucking ones FFS!, energy feeding drainers. I need not go in the details for it is quite easy to spot those who lift you from those who don't. It's also quite simple to spot those on whom you have the feeding or fed effect, if it happens to them, it happens to everyone - deal with it!. I'm no rocket scientist but it seems this kind of human nature/behavior is amplified with the weather. Energy transfers work in both ways, - and +, the repercussions of massive grief/joy go much farther than just the people concerned. So the question is, why would humans put themselves in an environment that won't let them grow - not economically/socially - won't let them grow in the sense that you're confined to more of the indoors for 4-6 months... that's a tragedy for the mind... it DOES suffer, as Humans, we need the sun for a proper chemical balance in our brains... how's it any different than malnutrition? If you think about it scientifically, it simply is malnutrition! The need of vitamin D isn't fulfilled so yeah I'm gonna hear the "but people take supplements". for what? vitamin D? yeah i get that in my centrum, so? You're still not getting the sun and you're missing out on a lot. Moral of the story, none really, you either take it or you don't. you weigh it out and you take a decision after analyzing all the information and research you've accumulated.

There comes a time where you see the picture so clearly , it feels you're in it. I see and feel my picture, do you?